Geeeez, I hope Audrey’s right, I really do.

I am desperately trying to be philosophical about recent events but the uncertainty is beginning to take its toll on this usually upbeat and perpetually positive blogger.

This morning I find myself applying for a new MA course. With a different department. And I have no idea whether I’ll be considered.

If I’m not accepted then we’ll have to pull Jesse out of the nursery I’ve just spent 2 1/2 weeks settling him into. I’ll either have to resign myself to at least another year of being a stay-at-home Mum (which there is absolutely nothing wrong with you understand, it’s just that for me brain rot has begun to set in and I’ve had my fill of play dates/sing and sign classes/baby yoga sessions) or I have to start looking for a ‘proper’ job. This could prove tricky as I have absolutely no clue what I want to do.

Well, that’s not true, I want to go back to University. I REALLY want to go back to university.

Which is probably why I’m feeling so desperate and anxious about the whole situation.

Can you cross your fingers for me ladies, pretty please? Actually, can you cross everything?

Loveaudrey xxx

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